I created my blog!!!

First time I have a blog, by chance.

So glad I can post my life on it, no longer using Medium lol 

These months a lot happened in my life. I'm trying to write down my life regularly. It is just so meaningful and so much fun to even looking back the Medium I wrote down one and half month ago. Those struggle in my life is no any longer be my struggle now. 

I like the one said by Hudson Tyler, also by me:"I don't know what will happen tomorrow, but just rely on my God. He is taking me on His path, and He has Never let me down."

The more I closer to Him, the more I know where I need to improve, but with pure joy. Because He is the one taking my worries. 

After the semester began, my quiet time is not enough, which is my favorite intimate time with Him. And my life is full with task, homework, events.. I don't even have time to talk to Him, to read Bible every day. I know once I stop getting the living water, I can't feel more thirsty and drain.

My feel grateful every day for my life. Some time I still feel frustrated that the world's desire is never cease. But when I stopped worrying about what I ate and wore, and started using the little money I had to do for God, to his people He love, and love the people around me, I truly felt incredibly wealthy, joyful. 

There is nothing can take away from my joy, it is just kind of joy over everything, and will last so long. And no one can take away the wealth. And I truly know this is not from me but Him.  

by John 16:33 - I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.

Lately my favorite Lyric: "I exist because of your love, I wake up because of your love; if I failed to love, life is meaningless."


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